Day 3

Day 3
25th June 2014

Again, this morning consisted of me crying about you, I tried to save some nice texts, but most of them had been auto deleted.

I had to go to work today, they noticed how down I am almost instantly...It was so hard, I asked if you'd text me at lunch, you never did, you don't realise how hard it is just not talking to you.

I've noticed a distinct lack of you texting me, our texts are very one sided, often I text you 4 or 5 times just to get a reply...and quite often it's only one word :( You thought I had changed by talking to you less...you said I always forget, which isn't my fault...I don't seem to care with anyone...it worries me...I don't ever seem to be listening.

I was really really down last night, I wrote you a letter...and my parents and wrote down what I wanted to happen to me.

I've written you another letter today, one that I can give you on Saturday if you even come near me.

I love you

Raspberry